so when he droppped off son, he stood at door looking at me and seemed nervous. i said, did u want to tell me this dream? he hesitated and said, on saturday. i was like, whatever and closed the door. he kept looking at me throug the blinds, saw me laughing and wanted to know what i was laughing about. it seemed he wants me to say, come in, hang with me and tell me.i wouldnt do it....i just shut the blinds on him.
then we texted back and forth, he told me he will tell me when i have more time. i was like, time? u didnt come in, in a hurry to get home im sure...he said, no, not at all.
well folks, it seems life with psycho has become the reality and im the fantasy...living with her at his parents house (and her pregnant) isnt so fun. living next door to our big beautiful house isnt so fun.
now im the fun one, the one with my own place, the beautiful one that he walked away from. and now he wants to play with me?
unbelievable.
its flattering, its good to know he has regrets, but its not healthy for me. took me so long to get over him, im battling him in an ugly divorce and here and i am playing and texting with him?
not good.
me: 31 H:29 Son:5 m:8 years in november t:10 years first bomb: 10/06 moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08 ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06 d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08 moved home:3/09 out again 5/09