I was thinking about you last night, that I may stop posting encouragement (and give you a call for a chat instead now your H is away!).. because you are feeling these things for a reason. Remember we saw at the start of the year, for Pisces it said.. relationships may end this year and you would know by June and you said, oh no.. but that if its meant to be it will work out in the end? I remember you felt it was talking to you (cant remember whose stars it was).
Then I saw this this morning on Yasmin Boland and thought of you... This weekend brings a PEAK in your life. The tensions you've been feeling are coming to (another) head. If you KNOW you have to let go of someone, or some people, or a place, or job or situation, then make your life easier and release your grip. Remember - if you love someone and you set them free, they're always going to come back to you if and when the time is right. So don't panic. Let things that appear to be "done" float out of your life with as much grace as you can. As and when you're ready.
...I've been feeling quite strange in recent weeks. I almost feel like I could tell bf I dont want to get M, but on the other hand I really want to..sorry, hard to explain. Maybe what you (and to a lesser extent myself) are feeling is whats meant to happen and is inevitable after those arduous few years. Positive and negative, yin and yang.. they cant brutally walk out and be emotionally gone for 2, 3 years without some fallout. I guess in these sitches you only really feel the grief, anger, indignation of that and have 'permission' to reject them back once they ARE fully recommitted. I see it as a process of rebalancing and we will bob back up afterwards. For you, it remains to be seen sweets, but I am thinking of you and you arent going mad. xxx
