I know, that's the one sure thing is that things change:p
What the heck are he and I trying to do, anyway? I'm a person who really needs the very thing that he's terrified of. Does that mean that I will always feel this deep sense of lonliness even when I am with him?
Before the bomb, I gave up always trying to pull him out of his shell, I quit putting myself out there because it was getting me nowhere but frustrated. I decided to drop the rope. Instead of him picking it up, he just decided that I didn't care anymore and had an A.
That 180 obviously backfired. I'd keep doing what works, if I knew what works. So far, the only thing that seems to have helped on this issue was what he was getting out of individual C and MC, but he hasn't made new appointments for either for over 2 months now.
