screwing up big time and need help

[elvencat]

Not too much has happened in the past couple of days. I've been sick, DD has been a holy terror (gotta love 3 yr olds) and H has been kind, caring, self-doubting and absent (all in spans of a few hours each).

I just told him today that I'd be spending most of my time at the other house starting this weekend. I guess I should have been more clear because it took him more than a second to realize I meant I was moving over there. We worked out that DD would stay with him for a week till I could make sure the house was clean enough for her to stay overnight, then I'd take her for a week. We will be seeing each other during the day, but I intend to keep my distance and detach and continue to GAL and seek a new job.

I hate feeling like I'm in a holding pattern.