Well. He is gone.

He emailed me today to say that we attacked him. He had to
move out. He will continue doing his thing and getting things on track and help with the kids and do his part. Blah blah blah. I replied back that it was the best thing for us. Then I told himto forget getting me the car. That I didn't want him having my car in his name and have the power to take it away from me. He then replied back going tit for tat with me and then asked I split our cell phone bill and put his number in his name. I then replied
fine. I'd take care of it. Whatever.

He came home during the day and got his stuff
and had another full blow out with his mother. It was very bad from what I hear. He was nasty and crude towards her. He told her he regretted having let her back into his. That she was his problem and was getting rid of them (her) sound familiar?!?

He was then texting me over stupid things. Asking about the lug nuts on my car. The kids.alot of silly things overall.

I came home early and text him to tell him
I'd get S5 and he said he wanted to
but I told him inwas already there.

Apparently he wanted to tell our son that he was leaving home. &$):&:@:@!!!

He called me after i got home asking if anyone said anything or if we were talking about him. I said uhm no and then he proceeded to accuse me
of trying to turn the kids against him. He is crazy. Then told me that he left because of me. That it's what I wanted. Meanwhile i had nothing To do with the argument.

He cursed me out. Said his mother and sister hate me and how ironic that I'm friends with them. Then went into total crazy talk. He then just hung up.

Then a while later he text me to have our son call him. My phone wasn't with me. And then he called and was nasty telling me to put our son on the phone. He spoke with the kids and the kids asked where he was and why he wasn't coming home and he said he would explain later.

He has text me a few times asking me to give his charger to his sister and now for his facial buzzer.

I am beyond puzzled but still strong. I am preparing myself for whatever happens but I think a D is most likely the outcome.

I'm still numb but very sad. His family is standing by me. Totally think he has lost it. This man wanted to come back home to be with family. And he keeps running and cutting those closest to him off. It's terribly sad.


M: 32
H: 34
S:5
D: 3
D: 1
Together 11 years
Married 7
Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off)
ILYBINILWY: 08/09

"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting."
-Laura Munson