The letter is mostly how I feel and not really saying I am waiting. It is more saying how I am moving on. The pics changing stuff like that. Not really asking him to come home, but letting him know I still care...I don't even know if I will ever send it. Somedays I think it is a good idea, and others I don't. If I don't it is because I just don't think it matters. I have my life, he has his and yet...we are married. Neither of us want to D, but he doesn't want to come home so ultimately I am a single-married woman and probably will be for a while because to me honest with myself, I don't want a D. Is he being controlling, using me, or cake-eating, not really right now because I have my life and if I want to invite him, I do, but usually he doesn't want to come so it is just me and S.
Just living my life...
Me29 S3 H left 4/1/09 I file 8/2/10 Divorce final 5/17/11 1st http://www.tinyurl.com/25lhu52 2nd http://www.tinyurl.com/2c35ueg 3rd http://www.tinyurl.com/322yk89
