he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

so get this - i get a random text from h today - "had a dream about you last night"....i was like, ok and? and he said - tell you later when i see you...i said - u might as well tell me now because i have no interest in looking at you when you come to get son...

then i said, funny how your subconscious bothers to think about me now...

he says - i always think about you.

do you love it??????

it is so true that they all come back. i didnt expect this from him so quickly but wow.

how i waited for him. how i wondered all of those nights when i slept alone if he was thinking about me.

he came to pick up son, i let son out and shut the door. i saw h looking to see if i was looking at him.

curious if he tries to talk to me when he brings him back.