CW, Mach, SA, and TF - Thank you thank you. Yesterday was an extremely emotional day for me and I am sure we have all had those days. I use to feel unsure about questioning God's purpose for fear of the strike of the sword. But I do believe it is healthy because I have been on my knees more so over the last few months than during my M. I just have to focus on things that truly bring my enjoyment.
It is true, I must continue to do the work. While he is gone, there are so many "me things" I realize that I must address for ME. Sometimes I feel drawn back in. He called on Tuesday evening and said that he wanted to see me before going overseas. Right now is is still stateside in Army training for the next week. I am feeling very unsure about what I want to do.
While I DON'T want to be drawn back in, I am still very concerned for his safety. I need to think more about this.
CW, really - thank you and you are in my thoughts.....
OLD THREAD-http://tinyurl.com/y98nuty Me 44 H 51 T 15 yrs M 9+ yrs No Kids "You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough."
