I just can't take it anymore

[james217]

Are you still providing your W with an allowance?

we are not talking period. no contact. no allowance. nothing since about 2 weeks ago.

she hasn't talked to the mutual friend either. Who I found out is also manic depressive and bipolar. never knew that.

she hasnt used her phone except to check her voicemail once a day. she probably has another phone.

I think she's withdrawing from everyone though. Since I told the truth. Who knows.

She will probably never speak to me again though. She already had stopped talking before then.

last day i heard from her was when I overdosed on pills. not a single call, text, email or anything.

I left a few voicemails that she's listened to. but she hasn't said a word.

she listened to s3's voicemail too.

mutual friend seems to understand my side of things. especially realizing that I have alot of hypomanic depressive symptoms