Not sure re the electronic copies ... I still read my books the old fashioned way LOL!
No apologies! It DOES hurt ... a lot ... but it gets better and it hurts less (and then it sucks again, and hurts more, and then it gets better and hurts less ... you get the picture ... the good news is the cycles get longer and the hurts are less intense ...)
Holding onto anger to punish someone else, is like lighting yourself on fire to get smoke in their eyes ~ 25yearsmlc