help some advice plse..have i finished it for good

[JacT]

Thank you my friend for popping by.I was voted the 33rd most influential business woman in Scotland.I have don really well in my career.I earn good money, have a lovely home,financially independent...but I did it all for us..my H has always known I am independent in every way...I am now going to work to live not live to work...I have had 13 months out cos I was so devestated by this mess, nothing mattered.Maybe that was a bigger problem for him than I ever thought.OW never worked, lives in a pokey 2 bedroom flat,has a car becuase her daughter has a disability, buys cheap, looks cheap, gets everything paid by the government and is pig ugly into the bargain..god they dont half knock your self esteem.....
I am starting to see my old self coming back slowly but surely..I will not fail.I love my girls too much to let them suffer any more...thanks Lin I so appreciate it.((hugs))