Kissak - it does make it easier to be "dark" and not to deal with him when he is the way he is right now. Although it's not natural for me, I do have to consciously remind myself to be like that. But yeah...I don't miss the type of interaction that we have had the last time.
Erik - You are right, I have done all that I could...time to step back and take care of me
DG - Thank you for your suggestions...I like the way you think .
I do have a plan that I devised before the last false R. I'm going to implement it now. I'm going to get my license renewed and start again in a business that I've left when my daughter was born. It will take a while to get my license back and to build up business to support me...I'm thinking a year. In the mean time I have to continue with our family business unless it becomes unbearable, in that case I would have to likely abandon both businesses and get a job.
(((group hug)))
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO
