I've messed up so much on the DB stuff. He would push my buttons and I would give it right back. I'm still very depressed, on AD's that he was on for 12yrs. and stopped taking them. That's when all of this started.
I just started the no contact thing again. Made mistakes because we had relations in Nov and then just in March and brought up dating and he said that Sundays weren't good for him because of his work schedule change. I just said ok. Let me know. BIG mistake. He went right back into tunnel.
I at least want us to get along for the kids sake, for now. Don't know how to even get to that point.
