Goals keep you focused on what you want. My actions all help me move towards my goals. If it works keep doing it.
my goal was always to own my own home. i already wasted my money on my wedding. other than that .. what else is there? work hard, make as much money as you can.
by finding out if there is an A, i will drop the nice girl mentality and take as much as i can. since he is d-ing me because he thinks i'm a gold digger, then i might as well live up to that. let him think "yeah, i was right. she is a gold digger". it's not changing the sitch whether i'm a gold digger or not. might as well use it to my advantage.
what kind of woman am i? one who grew up and smartened up. what has being a good girl got me? a d. my 180 should be to be a bad girl. see what that does. cuz being a good girl doesn't get you anywhere.
am i p-a? i don't know. i know h was.
this day had to come. i think forrest was right. it was always in me. just had to let it out.
it doesn't feel temporary, coach. it just doesn't.
