These are her feelings. Right or wrong, in your eyes, they are hers and she can feel however she wants. You have said you are sorry enough. She knows it. Don't tell her again. She also knows that you are trying and it obviously pisses her off. Maybe she thinks it is all fake and you will revert to your old self. Continue to improve yourself and don't look to her to validate. She won't right now. Hell, at least she says she want to keep the family together. Give her space and time and no pressure. And, no more e-mails like this! It is pressure to her. All has been said that needs to be. She knows. You know. You will have to do the heavy lifting for the time being. Do it with a gladly with a smile on your face. If she is serious about keeping the family together, she will, eventually soften her heart if your changes are real and permanent.
^^^^ What idontunderstand said!!! Well put!
PEI
Holding onto anger to punish someone else, is like lighting yourself on fire to get smoke in their eyes ~ 25yearsmlc
