Just dropping in to show some support. I know this stuff is hard and I think you are doing the best you can. You have recieved a lot of advice, some of which I think you really need to consider like truly cutting off any interaction with your H. You have done as much as you can. Now more than ever you need to work on you! This should no longer be about what is not painful for H. This should be about making Mila whole, about healing, about finally letting go. I have said this before...you are a very special women Mila - you need to know this and know that you do not need this. You are entitled to be happy. I am not saying give up. I am saying really let him go. I also agree with seeking to watch what is installed on your pc.
Sending hugs your way...
God Bless, Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
