WAH and LBW separated and dark

[ClingingToHope]

You don't know how he is seeing you. The less you worry about what he thinks the better. I spent 10 months spending myself into oblivion so I wouldn't be sitting at home staring at the walls.

That felt good, but then reality set in. Eventually the money runs out and the best revenge is a life well lived.

So I put myself on a budget that gives me a few nights out, a few fun things to do.

The past two months I've righted the ship. It's allowing me to dream of a better life again. One that I'm in control of.

Reading your posts, you are really hurting. That's where I was in June and July of 2009. It gets better. It just does. Time heals. Stay away from your H. He doesn't value what you have to give.