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[awest1217]

Actually Lucky, I am worried about the e-mail being too harsh. I have a lot of pent up angry and hurt feelings that I think he needs to know about before we try to reconcile. Right now it is 2 pages typed, and probably will get longer. I am going to try to pare it down, but I have split it into three sections; how I feel, where I am now, and where I would like to be in the future. I validate some of his feelings along with some of mine and also let him know that I want to be with him, if he chooses.

Another small thing that meant a lot to me and I will let H know how much later, but I text him good morning and everything like normal and I got the normal back. Then I get a text about how H lost his ring in bed and wouldn't go to work until he had it on. Partially I figured that is him letting me know that he wants to be with me, and some of him showing how upset he was about me not wearing mine. I am going to explore tonight and see if he wants me to get mine fixed. If he does and says he wants that then I will do it.