Keep Moving Forward

[BeingMe]

I haven't posted on my thread in awhile. Just saw your post Cat .... thanks, and awesome that you've gone back to school. I just love it. Sure keeps my poor, battered brain active. What classes are you taking?

As for my M ... no changes really. Still trying to get him to work with me as a team re finances. He always gets defensive, but he is improving with his responses. I'm not sure if I love him anymore, in that romantic, breathless way that I used to ... you know, like when I couldn't wait for him to come home from work. I am still glad when he returns from a trip, but it's pretty bland, no excitement. But, I do love him and care about him as a very dear friend and family member. I think he's starting to notice when I didn't go with to pick him up from the airport ... S22 did so. I was studying, and didn't see the point in two people going. That would never have happened previously.

I am so glad that I am allowed to drive now. One never realizes how much it is a privilege until it's taken away.

So, this is where I stand. Trying to get fit, lose weight, last child graduating this year, have the whole summer of thinking to do, reading, writing, have another MRI to get through and praying the tumour is still gone, etc.

An optimist is the human personification of spring. - Susan J. Bissonette, and spring is here, and I am trying to be optimistic about life because I love it, love learning new things, experiencing adventures, etc. Still wish it could've been different where my M is concerned, but not much more I can do about it.

Take care y'all.