I know that when i act this way, H retrieves and becomes withdrawn. i know... itslike i abuse him fo rthe pain he caused me... well i am hurt! I didnt even know i still had so much sadness and anger. spent all of yesterday in tears.
H does fight back with I am doing this to help you and because I care for you, and love you, just not the way i used to. and I am and will be at the birthing classes, whether you accept it or not and want to be at the birth.
Says you can push me away but im not going anywhere...
