I appreciate that Mila. I think this stuff comes in waves. As I read this book "Rebuilding after...." I am having all kinds of epiphanies. Things that the MC said, things W said and did, and how things have gone over the past couple of years. I see things very differently as I revisit the past few years. I realize that anger is going to come out more and more. It's time I dealt with it head on. It's time I stop fixating and trying to explain. In the end, it just doesn't matter. The result is the same either way. It is time in my life to go my separate way. I honestly think I'll be happier for it if you must know. I know I have no regrets, but feel it is time to acknowledge and move past. There can be no relationship with her for a long time. At some point friendship may be possible - I can see that. But there will be nothing beyond that. It's time to say goodbye to it all and reinvent.
Sad. Angry. Happy. Looking forward to the adventure. All at once
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
