What does this mean?- the WH's regrets?

[newmama]

Hi Gatsby! Just catching up. I like your plan about the email regarding her name.

but I guess I want to protect him from what he's doing! Oh, that's awful. But I feel like he'll regret in the future, but if he was slightly more involved (like in the name), he wouldn't be as regretful. And he follows me so gddm much, I wonder if he's waiting for my lead to sort of "invite" him to participate.

Look- I totally get the part about wanting to protect your H from what he's doing. Do you think it stems from you "knowing" this is uncharacteristic of him, that it is a phase, that it is not the real H that you know?

About your comment regarding looking for signs- sheesh I have never done it until this year- 2010. So what do you consider signs? Is it something like a feeling you get or you see a bird or turn on the radio and a certain song is playing???