Gonna find him.. call him out? Put him in his place.
don't tempt me forrest.
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"i got mad. i wanted to find a random stranger for a one night stand."
LOL.. I knew you had the "Dark side" in you.
actually, this would have been a form of self-torture i feel the need to mask the pain of d with an even greater pain. if i went through with it, i would come home and shower 1000 times, scrub my skin untit it was raw and bleeding. then i'd jump off the bridge because i would be so disgusted with myself. it would all end. including the pain.
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This friend.. is saying it is time for you to stand up. I know you want to do it.. you are just scared!
stand up and do what? vogue? give me a reason to stand up. i'm tired.
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No.. you lost control.. and you can't stand it.
You are the one running around on fire.. and you know it!
cuz i don't have a choice. no mc, no explanation. i can't confront h. every time i want to confront h .. i get the question "and how will that change things?" it gives me control. because it determines how hard i'm going to kick him in the gonads when we deal with the settlement.
oh who are we kidding. there will be hell to pay no matter what. you don't d the good girl and expect me to be pollyanna now do you?
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You become.. what you judge. I told you everything you knew.. was just "crap".
could be my lack of sleep but can you expand on this?
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Never gonna happen. Look around.. you are preaching to the choir.
then that means db-ing was about saving ourselves from the grip of depression.
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So.. how goes the "spinning"?
Are we having fun yet?
no but it sure makes you want to start drinking. i already have liver damage. so why delay the inevitable, right?
