Now.. we are talking!!

"i cracked today."

Really.. today. Right now? I was sure it happened some other time.

"i drove to look for h."

Gonna find him.. call him out? Put him in his place.

"i sat in my car in the mall parking lot."

Did you cry? Did you wonder why you were "there"? Did you question.. why you were doing it?

"i knew i wasn't well."

Yes.. yes you did.

"i got mad. i wanted to find a random stranger for a one night stand."

LOL.. I knew you had the "Dark side" in you.

"he told me it was over and it was time to move on."

This friend.. is saying it is time for you to stand up. I know you want to do it.. you are just scared!

Chicken!

"i have no sense of direction.
i have no goal."

No.. you lost control.. and you can't stand it.

You are the one running around on fire.. and you know it!

"what was the reason for this flip flop?"

You become.. what you judge. I told you everything you knew.. was just "crap".

"i want the sure win.
and i want to win now."

Never gonna happen. Look around.. you are preaching to the choir.

"sorry for babbling.
this was my evening tonight."

I am so glad you are "catching up".

"remember the flywheel concept that jim collins talked about.
it takes time to reach that pivotal point when you launch into greatness."

So.. how goes the "spinning"?

Are we having fun yet?

Relax
Eat
Think
Act normal
React.. Smartly.
Do something different.
Emulate.
Do Work.

Lets get "RETARDED" in here.