AJM - thank you so much for your post so many things you said are right on. Very well said and much appreciated. I agree with what you say and I'm working forwards it.

I'm realizing that before the last false R I was on my way to move forward and I understood that this is the time in our lives that we have to be apart to grow as individuals. If we are to be together again we have to each complete this journey and only then will we see if we can or want to rebuild.

His last false comeback really affected my state of mind and set me back quite a bit.

I will re-read your post again and again, It will give me strength to do what I know that I must.

Thank you (((hugs)))

M53 H54 D17
M33Y T38Y
Bomb OW 09/09
OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10
WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10
Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO