spite? maybe sometimes. I don't want people to think less of him. The few people i've told outside of my family all tell me to leave him. they are ashamed of him. MWD says not to tell people. they tell me that i deserve better and should throw in the towel now. there is no hope. i suppose i'm not acting anymore. I asked for the divorce. i guess i could give it one more go of ignoring him. i feel like i've been doing that to a certain extent. i need an instructional video. i'm a co-dependent mess.
When you are happy as an individual, you are in a better position to determine whether a partner enhances your happy life or weighs it down.
