I just can't take it anymore

[james217]

Serenity is an angel! I think many of us have tried to be in your corner!

Why not browse Amazon and see if there are any age appropriate books you can read with your son about separation. I agree it is a delicate situation and for now you must deal with what is in front of you and that is your W being gone. Children need truth in this situation (IMO of course) and they also need protection. I can't imagine you wanting to expose your son to your W at this point. It just wouldn't be healthy I don't think.

yes u guys have. you really really have.

waw is extremely mad. She's been N.C. for two weeks. But I was hurt and angry. I felt like I had been hurt over and over and over and she'd ask for forgiveness and finally I just said enough is enough im tired of the lies and exposed the pics and websites to like 4 people who I thought needed to know and could possibly help but also because I was hurting and tired of being made to be the bad guy. I wanted the truth told. It may have destroyed my M forever.

I also went on every dating site and told the truth. It not only disgusted me but shocked and appalled me to see her doing those type of things and possibly infecting other people.

WHen she came to me and told me she was sorry for giving me this incurable disease? I believed her.

But then I'm thinking we are working things out me and her are exclusively being intimate and sharing something special only to find out about more E.A's and a few other (at least one) P.A's and being able to actually see the messages see what she was saying and doing totally ENRAGED ME. I literally wanted to puke.

I couldn't believe she was doing those things. And just for money or rides or thrills? I was beginning to literally hate her. All I could think about was how could you cry and apologize for the infidelity and std only to be sleeping around still and possibly give me something else? That was the straw that pushed me to the full all out exposal because it could affect alot of people.

Maybe it's too late. I dont know. only time will tell.

But I'll try to figure out how to tell both boys. Thanks for your reply.