I'm a little shocked too. But not as much as I think I would have been a few months ago. In some ways it may be a little easier to realize that she was never the person I thought she was, than to feel like she's changed into an alien.
It's definitely pestering my mind, as I keep going over the past years in my mind. But I'm not exactly in a panic, or feeling desperate. It's strange, and I'm a little unsettled by my own detachment on this.
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