I am up for it. I do have my moments of weakness and doubt, as you can tell. When I do, I come here, let it out, calm down and go on with what I need to do.
I'm at a place I could only dream of a couple of months ago. She would have to work to get me back. Before, I prayed and dreamed of her waking up and I would welcome her back with open arms and all would be forgiven. Now, there is no way I would be that stupid. Screw me once, shame on you. Screw me twice, shame on me.
She's done it more that twice. What can I say? I'm a FAST learner!
