It should be really clear to you now though, that this really is your path to walk. Your growth, your insight, your beliefs. It is not up to someone else to "heal" you. It falls on you Destiny.
I think I should be clear here. I am not looking for someone to heal me. I am simply attempting to understand the whole theory/purpose for my situation. While I can say it was because we did not communicate enough, we let or feelings fester, we destroyed the "good" that was between us, or that we loss faith (good one) in each other, I still don't understand. I realized that no one here can tell me why. I was really trying to record my thoughts this morning, as bitter as they were.
Originally Posted By: Mach1
Our MLCers are going through one of the toughest things they will ever face, yet so are we, the LBS. All of the talk of hitting "rock bottom" that they must do. Well guess what?
So do WE.....
Maybe I have hit rock bottom or maybe I just wanted to understand. Me the stubborn fool who believed in the value and sanctity of marriage. You are right about one thing, I initially, like so many others here, went to my knees for help, understanding and forgiveness reaching out to God. It was answered with additional suffering. I thought it was actually healthy to question God. or should I prepare for the first strike?
Originally Posted By: Mach1
You view this as a weak time in your life. I did as well.
It has become a weak part of this whole stinking process. I am able to look at myself.. In some cases I like what I see and in others, I hate what I see. That is truly honest. And I know that everyone will say.."what are you going to do about it?". Not sure if there is nothing to be done. [/quote]
Sounds harsh, but these are things I needed to say and question.
OLD THREAD-http://tinyurl.com/y98nuty Me 44 H 51 T 15 yrs M 9+ yrs No Kids "You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough."
