I had a dream last night that my H came over wearing his wedding ring. (He looked and acted like HIM - not the strange stand-offish acquaintance that he has become.) He took it off and gave it to me and said that he had decided that he wanted to restore our marriage, but wanted me to hold on to the ring until he had done enough work to make wearing it again mean something (or something like that....it was a dream)......anyway, woke up in a sweat, realized that THAT is not my reality................
A bit better today. Good that the low points don't last as long as they used to - AND I didn't resort to some long emotional rant e-mail to H.....................
Me 45 M 25 yrs; T 31 yrs;bomb 8/15/06; moves out 7/18/08 D 18, D 14, S 12