I too found myself at a loss this morning after reading your words.
Faith is something that each person needs to find within themselves.
We can be taught about the words in the Bible, the principals behind those words, and basics of religion. However, it is our choice what to believe and what to apply to our lives and how to view it.
Questioning God and your faith in Him is normal. It is part of how we grow and expand our awareness.
If God were to just give us everything we prayed for, we would learn NOTHING.
We would not grow, we would not evolve. We would just be robots.
If we didn’t come to the “threshing floor” and lay it all out to Him, including our anger, our questions, our uncertainty in His existence, we would remain shells of who we are meant to become.
Shells of who He wants us to be.
This is your time Destiny. Your time to really look for the answers you are seeking. They are within you.
As you find them, you will be more able to look back at the things in your life that you see as negatives, and appreciate that you have experienced them. I know that sounds really unbelievable.
But it is true.
Be kind and patient with yourself, all of your answers are there.
Many Blessings
"Acceptance doesn't mean resignation. It means understanding that something is what it is and there's got to be a way through it."--Michael J. Fox
