I had a pretty good time in vegas despite how I've been feeling lately. It was nice to see the kids happy. I almost cancelled it because I just didn't feel up to it but seeing the kids have a good time made it worth it.
Luv- I'm really glad you went anyway and were able to at least enjoy your kids' enjoyment. It's tough to drag yourself somewhere when you absolutely don't feel like going- you did good.
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They were playing the song by Andrea Bocelli "time to say goodbye" well...it was a beautiful windy night and that song...even though its such a lovely song it's kinda sad. It took everything in my power to not burst into tears. That was awful. I didn't expect that at all but everything came flooding.
I love/hate that song. If you ever need a good cry, it's perfect. But I can totally relate to being taken by surprise in hearing it and not being fully prepared.
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Anyway...I am going to have a meeting with my L today about our finances. Things are not going well and it seems to be dragging on. My car payment is late and other things are piling up. I'm feeling very sad and stressed today - last night no sleep and a bad dream about X. Ugh.
I am so sorry that the $ situation is not happy right now. I really hope your L can help out here, at least getting you some temporary help til some agreement is reached. I can't remember, did H move out? If so, is that helping at all to not be around him?
((((luv))))
When the men on the chessboard Get up and tell you where to go; And you've just had some kind of mushroom And your mind is moving slow; Go ask Alice... I think she'll know.
