Havent posted for a while- been a long and lonely time. He is very reluctant to sell house and is making all sorts of excuses -wont drop price ,says it needs decorating etc. Has not filed his financial statement with the court,due on April 22nd. More stalling.The first hearing is next Thursday- I havent seen him for 2 years now and am terrified at the thought of seeing him again,let alone legal wrangles.House must be sold -I finish work in July -cant afford rent after that.Feel I cant cope with this much longer. Im 61 and on the verge of being homeless. I still care for him so much and know he is scared,guilty,regretful and resentful all at once but it hurts so much that someone I spent 30 years with can leave me to sink or swim.
