Thank you Snodderly. It just hurts me to think that he cannot look on our marriage without any happiness. Before his MLC I thought we were 'perfect' other than the usual small ups and downs. Its so sad to me that he can only see darkness. I truly want him to be happy, but feel like at this point he just doesn't know what happiness is.
H started to bring boxes home and is slowly packing his stuff. At least he is trying to be helpful by showing me things around the house and business, but I still am afraid I will be lost without him. I keep thinking, "this may be the last time I see this... or this may be the last time he helps me with that..." It is very hard to not be sad all of the time.
Me - 38 Husband - 40 MLC! Together 12 years Married 11 years Still the love of my life Forever only lasted 10 years before his MLC and affair
