It is probably sacrilegious to indicate displeasure with God. I grew up with Christian values instilled in me by my Grandmother. However, in the time since becoming an adult, I have been slowly questioning my purpose and that of God’s. I am not without sin in my life, even today – I have asked for forgiveness and mercy. My H sinned and left our martial home. He prospered and was able to survive out there in his MLC without remorse or guilt. Now he is off to war and I am still here feeling concerned for his safety.
Why does God allow this? How can he expect and demand that we believe in him when kindness, mercy, and forgiveness are not granted. Why not compel “his children” to remain committed to the vows made before him? Why allow the erosion of marriages because of “free will”? Is this because he is trying to tell us something or because his power is not almighty?
I think most of you who have posted to me in the past know that I was having problems with faith in God and had little hope for a happy future for me (note, I said for me, not with my H). This issue with my H, and the various other issues compounding on it has made me very distrustful of faith. Am I wrong to question God and his purpose?
OLD THREAD-http://tinyurl.com/y98nuty Me 44 H 51 T 15 yrs M 9+ yrs No Kids "You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough."
