The countdown continues

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To my great surprise, I'm sitting hear at after 1am in the morning feeling completely heartbroken. I don't know where this came from. I guess it's part of the normal roller coaster, but I feel so sad!

I hope that I'll just fall asleep soon, and that all will be better in the morning.

I'm so thankful for all the support I get here! I logged here, and read through my thread for all the encouragement I've received over the past seven months. I don't know how I would have survived otherwise.

The rollercoaster sucks my friend. I want OFF of it NOW. We are here for you. Be strong. Your wife is obviously projecting her blame onto you. She wanted this so bad and made those decisions and now she is seeing that it's not as *easy* as she thought it was.

I wish I were there to give you a big old hug... Keep your chin up.

We are all overanalyzers. I think this happens especially because this is all so unbelievable to us. our S's are so out of character and doing things we'd never thought they'd be capable of doing.

Hope you got some rest last night.

and Gardener! lmao about the bloomers!