Last night, I was supposed to go for drinks with my SIL to discuss a new business we're forming but the weather is crappy and she was running late, so I told her we'd do it another night. I was exhausted anyway. I had text H to tell him and he replied back, why are you going out with SIL? then texts to discuss biz? and I said yup and that was it. he had also called me earlier in the day but I ignored his call. He didn't leave a message, so I figured it wasn't important.
When I got home, he was cooking and MIL was there. We sat and ate (the 3 of us) had good conversation, laughs. just friendly or whatever. At one point, I absentmindly put my legs on his lap and sort of caught myself but didn't want to seem too obvious and just left them there. He didn't do or say or mind it.
I also heard him talking on the phone to a few old friends who started a new venture on their own and are very successful in. Something MIL and I had urged H to do YEARS ago but he was so caught up in his own business at the time that was flourishing, that there wasn't time for that. So he seemed hopeful? I don't know.
I went to bed (was exhausted after a long day and night yesterday) and that was that.
Woke up feeling better this morning.
M: 32 H: 34 S:5 D: 3 D: 1 Together 11 years Married 7 Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off) ILYBINILWY: 08/09
"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting." -Laura Munson
