Jack - you a wuss....Nah...is this the same Jack or have you been growing some stuff in the garage?
Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
Do we have to get Mach to drop by and raise the testosterone level???
LOL!
lol...
Oh, for crying out loud...someone tell a joke already.
Seriously...if I have to cry myself to sleep again...well...I'll just do what I do every other time. But I'm getting tired of it. I'm not perfect, but I don't deserve this.
None of us do. I mean, there's "responsible for your part" and then there's "glutton for punishment". kwim?
***How's this for appropriate...Janis Joplin's "A Woman Left Lonely" just popped up on my iPod. Gotta love Janis.***
I think I'm going to go back to writing through my *story* (read "novel"--I just can't bring myself to say it yet, I feel pretentious). I need to separate the reality that I keep envisioning from the reality that is. At least when writing I can control that reality & everyone in it. For now, I've really got the heartbreak part down. That should be cathartic. If not just distracting.
Puppy--I'm sucking on a Miller Lite before beddy bye. 'Cause, you know, that's what he bought me the first night I met him.
It's actually just what I drink, mostly.
But he did by it for me that night.
*sigh*
Good thing I don't have a Quija Board, either. No contacting the dead here.
No sir. Just beer. And Janis. And you guys.
Let the fun begin.
formerly known as "shelbel" Me 40, stbxh 40 DSs 9, 7 & 3 M9, T10 Stbxh is a diagnosed bipolar & an addict. The end.
None of us do. It is what you DO with "IT" that matters though. What YOU do with this time is key. Key for YOU and HIM. Key for the kids - key for everyone! How do you deal with this? Will you run and become the walking wounded or will you stand and face it. Deal with it. Stand up with a miller light in your hand and face and feel it.
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At least when writing I can control that reality & everyone in
Do you also realize that YOU and only YOU can control how you interact and deal with this. What triggers do you have? What will cause a response from you that is not ideal? Why do you respond this way? All of this YOU can control.
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Good thing I don't have a Quija Board, either. No contacting the dead here.
If you do decide to pick one up....could you contact Elvis and ask him about my sitch....sorry a little humor
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I think it is Irish Car Bomb which is Yeager dropped into a frothy Guiness.
True - I actually ordered an Irish Car Bomb at a NY pub and was asked to leave so you need to drop the "Irish" when you request this. Shelbel - I suggest that you do try one..it is a half of glass of Guiness, with a side shot of Bailey Irish Cream that is topped with Irish Whiskey. You drop the shot in the 1/2 glass of Guiness and then jug it. No sipping...a car bomb is not for sissies. I would agree with True that....
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If you can drink that love you'll be fine through this whole ordeal...
Yeah...you try drinking 3 or 4 of these and then let me know how you feel. Actually in our sitch...make sure you hand off your cell phone otherwise you may be temped to call your S., which trust me would not be a good thing after a few of the car bombs.
BTW...Janis....damn next you'll be listening to Alanis
God Bless, Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
My h called my son today and asked son to help with me add salt and other stuff to the fish pond. He told son to tell me he was going to come here with mason to fix our front steps and wants to take motorcycle and bicycle when he comes. Then i realized he is doing helpful things to manipulate me to get what he wants. I never realized what a manipulator he was until the last year. I am having a very hard time letting him take these things. I dont know what to do. If i don't give it he will see it as me being controlling. It just kills me to think of ow riding on his motorcycle. I have done really good the last 10 day detaching I haven't called him. Im afraid if he comes here things arent't going to be good. Please only respond in a kind way or don't respond at all I cannot take anymore heartache. I am so nervous about this motorcycle situation. It will make me feel more abandoned if he takes stuff.
and face and feel it.