I am so angry. Mostly at my self. I wasted 5 years of my life with someone who is the epitome of selfish. A chronic cheater and liar. I know that i contributed to the bad in the relationship too. I have learned so much in my time here. I can see now that i had no idea about love language and i definately wasn't speaking to her in hers. I have regrets.
I was doing so well with GALing or so I thought. I have always turned to fitness as an outlet. Its been working. Until last week when I was pumping some iron and developed a hernia. Now I'm laid up and off work because of it. Now I have way too much time to think. And I can't believe how angry I still am. I thought I had let that go.
