Thanks OP, I'm aware of post-natal depression... I see a psychologist at the hospital where I am giving birth and they are on the look out for that. But they seem to think I'm OK.....
FLC, yes I really like your idea of 3 gens of women. Cool!
G, thankyou for knowing how my moods work!! It's the old Piano emotional rollercoaster. Ok so 30hrs in and the self doubt is starting to creep in but I think it's because I am tired...didn't sleep past 2am this morning. Ugh.
The bit that is niggling at me in my email is the legal talk - I'm not going to have time to see my L (I have one) nor do I have any inclination to do so soon with the birth any day. I also hate the idea of using lawyers...and am now worried he might get one!!
I'm a wee upset about him telling me that I am "scared" (scared of moving on without him). I told him he couldn't be more patronising - he leaves me at my most vulnerable with a baby to raise alone with no assurance of his input, and has the gall to tell me I am not dealing with it 'bravely'.
It's those sort of comments which make me think WH has lost his marbles, or is just plain immoral and irresponsible and always was.
At these moments I should just imagine him in his silver tinfoil suit with a bike helmet on his head, cruising through the galaxy with a green monster (OW) by his side, ha!
Went to the pool today. Still hoping the little one will turn the right way
