The countdown continues

[Awoken]

To my great surprise, I'm sitting hear at after 1am in the morning feeling completely heartbroken. I don't know where this came from. I guess it's part of the normal roller coaster, but I feel so sad!

I hope that I'll just fall asleep soon, and that all will be better in the morning.

I'm so thankful for all the support I get here! I logged here, and read through my thread for all the encouragement I've received over the past seven months. I don't know how I would have survived otherwise.