"I asked him how can I soothe myself knowing that he had an affair 6 years in our M, after getting together under ideal circumstances, how can I stop worrying down the road, with a traumatized R and a huge scar, the temptations that will exist wont look even more inviting?"
For whatever reason.. you just do.
That tie.. is it really healthy?
I don't honestly know.
What I do know.. is that you have fought me every time I told you to stop.. and give up.
Why?
"He told me he understands but what he has kept into his heart and mind are my words outside the MC one night "if we make it, we will become the best possible, most valuable example/role model couple to our kids, that we are human and that love and forgiveness can beat all the odds"."
You know.. I answer my own questions.
That statement totally sound's Forrest Gump'ish.
Maria.. you are done leading now.
You wanted this.. you "needed" this.
Stand back.. be quiet.
"See" if this is what you want.
You are in control.. make sure that you want to be.
Right now.. more than ever.. if you want to reset things.. all you gotta do is say the words!
Big as$ circle.
All this.. cause you wanted it!
What ya gonna do?
It's time for a change!
I am not the guru.. you are.
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
