Do we have to get Mach to drop by and raise the testosterone level???
LOL!
lol...
Oh, for crying out loud...someone tell a joke already.
Seriously...if I have to cry myself to sleep again...well...I'll just do what I do every other time. But I'm getting tired of it. I'm not perfect, but I don't deserve this.
None of us do. I mean, there's "responsible for your part" and then there's "glutton for punishment". kwim?
***How's this for appropriate...Janis Joplin's "A Woman Left Lonely" just popped up on my iPod. Gotta love Janis.***
I think I'm going to go back to writing through my *story* (read "novel"--I just can't bring myself to say it yet, I feel pretentious). I need to separate the reality that I keep envisioning from the reality that is. At least when writing I can control that reality & everyone in it. For now, I've really got the heartbreak part down. That should be cathartic. If not just distracting.
Puppy--I'm sucking on a Miller Lite before beddy bye. 'Cause, you know, that's what he bought me the first night I met him.
It's actually just what I drink, mostly.
But he did by it for me that night.
*sigh*
Good thing I don't have a Quija Board, either. No contacting the dead here.
No sir. Just beer. And Janis. And you guys.
Let the fun begin.
formerly known as "shelbel" Me 40, stbxh 40 DSs 9, 7 & 3 M9, T10 Stbxh is a diagnosed bipolar & an addict. The end.
