Today has been about making changes for me. And it feels good! I started an exercise program (and I can now tell exactly how out of shape I am.) I walked a mile before breakfast, got some laundry done and MIL, DD and I cleaned up around the outside of the rental house. We also got a mini fridge moved in. It'll work for now till I can buy a regular one (the previous tenants trashed the old fridge so badly we didn't even try to clean it. YUCK!)
This morning, H said "I'll be gone most of the day since I've got IC and then some stuff to do and then I'll be at OW's house tonight to visit." He looked worried when he said this, and I was so proud of myself for not reacting like usual. I just shrugged, said "okay, see you tonight, have fun, I've got plenty of stuff to do myself," and then walked away.
Just a few minutes ago, DD came to me and said she missed Daddy. So, I texted H and told him to call the house phone. As soon as the phone rang, I handed it to her and she practically shouted, "HI DADDY I MISS YOU!" She talked to him for a few minutes and then hung up the phone. I know he was already at OW's house, so I hope it made him feel more than a little guilty.
Tomorrow's plan, more exercise, more cleaning and buying a newspaper for more job hunting. And more DBing.
Me 32, H 34, DD 3 M 6, T 8 Bomb 03/10 OW Bomb 6/5/10 Separate & NC 6/28/10 My 2nd EA Thread
