See to me, I really feel your behavior is normal and to be expected.
I really think you guys rushed moving him back him, it was to early. There was stuff to be discussed and addressed, IMO. Now you are not sure if your want to stay married and it's even worse b/c he is back in the house.
So I guess that leads me back to an important question. Can you see your self in a healing relationship with hubby? Or do you think you will be happier D'ed?
Wondering what is on your mind.
I personally think- How could you not feel this way.
I know others feels you should not sink into a depression. I think you have to feel the misery before true healing occurs, it that makes any sense.
I still think your husband's action and behavior will lead the direciton of this relationship. If he can put in the hard work and really prop you up when you need it than maybe it can work. If he is not supportive of you then I think he is toast, IMO....
M38, H37 S3, S7 Together 15 yrs Married 8 yrs Bomb July 2008 Inhouse separation "I hate you" "We are over" (too many times to count) Reconciled Sept 2009 (still worth it)