I know I did alot to put us in the place and hearing the love of my life say all these things. I don't know how much are true feelings of pain and rejection and how much is just to try and get me to do the D work. Either way it sucks.
I feel like I am doing well on holding my tounge and not lashing out. I have to keep telling myself that she is hurting and ultimately I am doing all this because I believe in our R.
