I reread my post form last night and think to myself that some people on this board never acted in the manner I did and still have WAS. I know some of you are saying "You get what you deserve."
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AS for today:
W and I woke up around the same time. At some point a short while later W and I, somehow, end up playing PC version of "Family Feud." We must had played for at least 2 hours. We laughed and kid around during this time but also at times W was distant/withdrawn. Every time we finished W would say "One more" and we'd play another.
After, we were going to watch a DVD but could not find it. AS I was looking for it, I walked into kitchen to tell W I could not find it and she had started to clean the kitchen. I joined her. We cleaned the kitchen and living room spotless.
After W then baked muffins. We then attempted to deep fry veggies...FAIL. W then made herself something to eat and started to watch TV and that is where we are at now.
W is still withdrawn a lot. The best way I can describe it is, if I say something to her or ask a question she will respond with "fine" , "OK" , "hmmm" , "ummhmmm" , "huh" , "uh huh" with no emotion at all, very monotone and brief.
W used the word "WE" some today....for example "We need to get this" , "We need to do that" ect..I am not trying to over analyze her emotions, words, or actions because I been her many times during our sitch.
M: 27, W: 25 Together since: 01/31/00 M: 10/4/09 (8 Months) ILBNILWY: 01/24/10 EA confirmed: 02/10/10 (Busted). Road to Reconcile began: 07/10/10 Retrouvaille: 09/10/10