Glad I found your thread, I always read something insightful. I appreciate the discussion on how to handle the worry and the doubt, because that's my struggle as well. You are doing so well, with H, with the weight, and with your own attitude, I can only hope to do as much. Congrats!
Quote: my fear seemed to enlarge the fear he was grappling with, my hopelessness seemed to deepen his sense of hopelessness, my fiery emotions seemed to ignite his kerosene soaked emotions
