I'm never a jerk and she definitely doesn't puke at anything I do. She is really receptive to me, and I don't know if thats good or bad.
Thats why I get sucked back in.
The thing I am thinking about doing now, depending on how things go over the next small period of time is telling her very plainly, and calmly and confidently that I am starting to think that her and I are just spinning our wheels here, and I have decided that I need to look at other options as far as relationships go because she has made it clear that she no longer wants to be married, and the relationship her and I have now is not doing it for me. I want to be with someone who wants to be with me and if she does not want to be with me then I do not see the point in us continuing to see each other.
The timing, tone and whether or not this conversation is even something I should do is what I am pondering.
